May 2010
So I turn 20 tomorrow…yeah..should I be excited for a birthday or something? no plans
your bright eyes light up my world, just wanted you to know
Sunburn sucks
Time is going by so slowly today. I wish 9:30 would hurry up and be here. Going to see shrek in imax 3D.
I hate that writing has become hard. The words dont flow even though I want them to. I hate when the words feel forced. Other people say that they like my writings at those times, but I really really dislike them. Hopefully things get going where I am inspired to write.
bon iver on the record player + the sound of the storm outside = perfection. nothing should sound this good
My country music career was dead before it could ever begin. Time for a rap career I guess.
Self reflection
I have been letting myself down a lot recently. I haven’t been sticking to who I am or to who I what to be. Something has been wrong with the way I’ve been thinking. If I’ve learned is that reality will never be close to expectations and that I have set all of my hopes so high that they are over my own head. I think that some time may be needed for some self reflection.
Love is a crazy thing.
