I hate that writing has become hard. The words dont flow even though I want them to. I hate when the words feel forced. Other people say that they like my writings at those times, but I really really dislike them. Hopefully things get going where I am inspired to write.
I have been letting myself down a lot recently. I haven’t been sticking to who I am or to who I what to be. Something has been wrong with the way I’ve been thinking. If I’ve learned is that reality will never be close to expectations and that I have set all of my hopes so high that they are over my own head. I think that some time may be needed for some self reflection.