I hate this feeling. Depression, loneliness, whatever the hell you want to call it. This heavy heart. I’m tired of pretending to be fine around my family and friends. It’s always been easier to say that I’m fine that to explain how I have been feeling. All I do is work and hardly see anyone out side of my work place. I used to write all the time and now the words just don’t flow like they used to. Honestly, I just want to fall in love with somebody, find something that I love to do again, and do all the amazing things that both could bring me.